ok, no, i know that.

 

i know why. i just don't understand why i feel the need to blather away in utter oblivion. i no longer have the energy or even the inclination to throw my self into the digital social whirl ... i did that already, and i did it well, and i ... faded away anyway.

 

but old habits die hard.

 

so i flit from free space to free space, a little tribe here a little myspace there some buzznet some flickr ... & maybe other things i just can't remember. like that anonymous blog about sexual solipsism or something, ahh, it's all a blur. and i am grateful for that blurring, yes i am.

 

no i'm not.